The smell of air conditioning always makes me feel better.

That, and driving in the rain.


I’m always scared of being the one who cares more.


I spend a lot of my time being scared of things: people, loneliness, responsibilities, losing control, the future, the past, change, things staying the same.

But fear is useful.

I have to remember that fear is useful.


so I finally got over my fear and let my high school roommate ombré my hair for real
no more honey, honey

so I finally got over my fear and let my high school roommate ombré my hair for real
no more honey, honey


Scattering Light from palomacola on 8tracks Radio.

happy music for happy days

posted 2 weeks ago

I am now seeing Andrew Bird on Saturday.

Literally too excited right now.


I’ve changed a lot with time, which I feel like is something you don’t realize until you start letting somebody new get to know you. It’s an opportunity to get to know yourself all over again.

And I think that’s the part of beginnings that I’ll always love.


Well now I’m just really happy.
Except for this sinus infection I have that can go away please and thank you.

posted 3 weeks ago

We got through 4 episodes of Doctor Who yesterday.
I am very happy.

posted 3 weeks ago

I’m actually happy.

Let’s see how long I can keep this up without ruining things in my own head. Go.


I now live in an actual room, with a visible floor.


it has been a long time since I made one of these

it has been a long time since I made one of these


Paloma went out for tea with a boy and it was cute and fun the end.


What is wrong with me? Apparently nothing but that can’t be true.


I need to stop having expectations.